There is nothing in the world more beautiful than the innocent, all consuming love a child. God shines through their eyes and actions more than we can ever truly know.
This has never been more evident to me than it was last week when Little R opened a new meaning to Butterfly Kisses.
We were at the playground. A place where children who don't know each other, children of different races, religions, ages, genders; all come together and celebrate youth. Little R is the epitome of said youth. Small and mighty, he can run with the best of them.
But on this particular trip, Little R came to a stop in his play. There, on one of the raised stepping stones, was a butterfly that had come underfoot. Little R didn't know who stepped on it. He didn't care. All that mattered was this precious, beautiful creature in the palm of his hand. He brought to me at my bench.
It wasn't brilliant in color. No orange, green, blue or red. However, it was a butterfly as my high school science class could easily attest to. It was so fragile, so beautiful in it's brown and grey plainness. Little R couldn't take his eyes off of it. As I watched its legs curl under its small body, I explained to Little R that it was badly hurt and would be going to Heaven soon.
Little R's eyes welled with tears. "Oh, poor butterfly," he said again and again. Then he looked at me. "It will go to Heaven? And be with Jesus?"
"Yes, Baby. It's going to go to be with Jesus."
Then he started to pet is small body, being careful not to touch its wings. "I saved it, Mommy. It was on the toy and could be stepped on. Is God happy with me for saving it, Mommy?"
"Yes, Baby. God is very happy with you. You are a kind boy. But it has already been stepped on. Let's go put it in the flower beds, so God will know where it is to bring it to Heaven."
We walked over to the Tiger Lilies that were stretching 3 feet tall and shining as cheerful as the orange sun. There I dug a small whole with a stick. Little R pet the butterfly one more time and leaned forward to give gentle kisses on the edge of its wings before laying it on the ground and placing green grass over the top.
He said a little prayer to God as we left the beautiful spot. The butterfly is gone, but the love he showed it will live in my heart forever. My beautiful son, offering his love through little kisses on a butterfly's wing.